Spiritual Growth for a Type-A

One of the most difficult things I've wrestled with over the years I've been following Jesus is being still. I'm not sure if it is because of my personality type, attention deficit or distaste for inactivity, but, whatever it is, I've had a tough time with silence, meditation and waiting on God. I know this is a Biblical concept, but, being silent - doing absolutely nothing is hard work! I've followed that mantra that idleness is the 'devil's playground' maybe a little too much. So, from now on I'm going to make an effort to be still a little more. Lord help me!